| i'm so scared of getting older, i'm only good at being young |
[Jun. 27th, 2007|12:10 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | casa | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | john mayer- stop this train | ] |
howdy. work was nice today. went swimming with dylan before, discovered a really neat poolhouse that might serve as a bday party venue.
so yeah i don't have a lot to talk about. debbie's in cinci with a friend and i'm stuck here in the ville. oh well.
i want to go to forecastle fest this year cause they've got de la soul. and i went to forecastle fest a couple years ago and it was good. i also want to go to that 311/matisyahu concert in cinci in august (sept?)
much love!! |
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| it feels good to be back! |
[Jun. 25th, 2007|01:51 am] |
yes sir, it's been almost 5 months but i am finally back. why? because between work and friends this is pretty much all i can rely on. sad, i know. but alas, you all will be hearing a lot more from señor huntey.
since january 30th, my last posted entry, the following things have happened:
-i completed my high school education
-i got both of my ears pierced
-i got accepted into college (yeah, me! lol)
-i didn't get any speeding tickets
-i got a second job (UPS)
much love!!! i missed saying that.
a certain person's been on my mind a lot lately. |
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| debbie suggested hooters for my birthday...am i lucky or what? |
[Jan. 30th, 2007|12:14 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
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| | that matt kearney song is really good | ] |
so i finally finished my guided coursework for hemo. i worked on it all weekend, didn't even do anything on friday and it's fuckin' done. first he said it was due friday and i was stressin' and stressin' then he said it was due monday so i worked all weekend and had it done today then TODAY he says they have to be due in tuesday. so i spent tonight umm, well...sleeping then eating mcdonald's for dinner cause my family gave up on making food, then watching family guy (at 10 mind you) then finally doing my homework (aka polishing up my guided coursework). the g.c. was supposed to be 2,000 words but i only got around 1,500 so england and the i.b. program are just going to have to sucj it! tomorrow i have to type one of my portfolio pieces because i i don't have a thumb drive and didn't save it on a disk from my old computer. rats.
today my mom wrecked the sonata so now i will be out a car a good two weeks. i'm glad she wasn't hurt, though (you didn't think i was THAT inconsiderate, did you?). it was within walking distance of where she works at st. paul umc off bardstown on sils avenue. insane.
much MUCH love! |
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| serious entry, guys |
[Jan. 24th, 2007|12:41 am] |
sometimes i think the outside world is so much more important than me. i'm one of many. as children, we were told we could make a difference. but sometimes i wonder 'what possible difference CAN i make?' i guess only people who aren't confident of themselves would say such a thing. but then again i think 3 steps ahead of everybody else so one thought is always trying to cut another in a line of 50 and my thoughts become scattered or forgotten.
the people at my school are so stupid. ever heard of white trash? yeah.
two days ago i was really, really content. i felt like i was floating.
oh yeah, i have a gf. her name is debbie goldman. cheers. if you want to ask, go 'head. sorry i don't sound too enthused, it's late.
my music library needs a serious upgrade. we're talking rage, dmb, heiroglyphics, hip hop, bluegrass...
the only thing on my mind right now besides debbie: BASEBALL. lots and lots of baseball. |
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| vagina |
[Jan. 22nd, 2007|09:08 pm] |
i just deleted my myspace. i should have done it a long time ago and i don't know why i didn't do it. i feel like i just quit smoking.
now more time to do whatever.
oh yeah. first day of conditioning went good. and my dad possibly got his job back that he lost 11 months ago. as ben would say, "shweet".
much much love. |
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| hey life, quit sucking |
[Jan. 20th, 2007|11:23 am] |
last night i fractured the middle finger on my left hand. i thought it was broken because the bone was popping outmassively. it was about the size of my thumb. i'm not even going to go into how it happened. all i know is that i was scared shitless it was going to be broken and i wasn't going to be able to play baseball my senior year. but thankfully, the docs at the e.r. told me i only needed a splint wrapped around the finger for about a week then i'll be able to bend it fully again. close call.
i got my parking permit taken away yesterday from mr. riddle. i peeled out of my parking space after i backed up and as i was in line to get out of the parking lot when riddle comes up to me and asks "why were you peelin' out of the parking lot like that?" he then asked for my name and told me to give him my parking permit for a week. sucks for him cause i can't drive till friday anyway! i go to court the 26th to pay my last fine for speeding and then i'm A-ok. i've been grounded from the car for over a month and the fact that my dad let me drive yesterday was pure luck. soo yeah.
i can't wait to start conditioning this monday. i could have started this past monday but for some reason my physical was going to take 3-4 days to fax to my other doctor. whatever.
in other news, i really really really like debbie. that's why i'm asking her out soon. yay me.
much love! |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 11th, 2006|12:28 am] |
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| | wouldn't YOU like to know | ] |
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| |  thoughtful | ] |
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| | deftones are coming to louisville with sparta, hoo-ray!! | ] |
little update for you guys since i never post anymore:
i got 2 speeding tickets in 3 months so now i can't drive for a while. my mom says about a month but that's just enough damage to not go anywhere myself during christmas break and wherever i want to in the new year. what an awesome way to kick off 2007, huh!?! the fine this time was $170 (20 over the speed limit) and since my family's in such bad financial shape ('06 was the worst year financially my immediate family's had since before i was born) i have to call this lawyer some friends of my family know. i don't know what the hell's gonna happen or anything about this guy (except that his son plays football for yale). my dad is guessing that he'll move my court date to a more convenient day (it's scheduled 2 days after christmas) and he'll eliminate the fine completely. who knows! all i know is that i'm a dumbass. i will be able to do stuff though this holiday so don't hesitate to call. hell if you even wanna pick me up even, go for it!
might be goin to atlanta this friday for the weekend to see fam with my dad, that should be really fun.x12
oh and here's the only thing i was gonna say in this entire entry that i forgot:
I MISS MY BALLARD HOMIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| and maybe we were meant to be, maybe we weren't |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|12:40 pm] |
so thanksgiving was pretty special. i really miss seeing my cousins because we used to see eachother a lot more when i was a kid. gosh i miss those days, don't you?!?? so many dang memories, man, and they were all good!
then saturday i saw borat (second time) with benny and it was even better than the first. racial jokes make john very happy...nice!
about 3 days ago i got sick and now i have a sinus infection. at first i had to have some x-rays taken and they thought i might have pneumonia cause i have shitty fluids in my lungs that shouldn't be there. but anyway, i'm recovering, enjoying day 2 of no school (or day 7 depending on how you look at it) and tomorrow i'll be absent as well...doctors orders! oh and i've never had an illness have such an affect on my dreams...last night i dreamt i had sex with paris hilton! wtf?
then uhh today, i dunno what's goin down. probably your mom, ohOOOOH! but not really.
last night i watched family guy and it almost brought me to tears laughing. it's so freaking funny. then i watched 10 items or less, that new show on tbs which wasn't as funny but still made me laugh multiple times.
oh yeah and i watched this really cool documentary on pbs about robert kennedy and the last years of his life leading up to his assasination. very very interesting, there was a lot of stuff i didn't know. i asked my dad who was about 14 when rfk was shot if he would've won had he not been shot. he said 'definitely'. mhmm.
then tonight the charlie brown christmas special comes on then i'm watching 'ray' which the pops rented. he's still a vhs man, i don't know what his problem is. maybe they were out of dvds, but somehow, i highly doubt that.
sorry all i'm talking about is tv but it's all i can do when i'm sick! haha
much love! |
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| big big bang |
[Nov. 20th, 2006|01:35 am] |
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| | india | ] |
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| | pearl jam- rearviewmirror | ] |
i need to stop being so ignorant. i'm almost 18. that means i'm almost an adult. i won't like the couple of months where i'll be an adult and i'll be trapped in school. it just won't feel right.
i'll be glad to get the hell out of high school and explore the world. |
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| gimme gimme gimme |
[Nov. 9th, 2006|12:41 am] |
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| | alexi murdoch-wait | ] |
give me something new.
give me something different.
give me more money.
give my dad his job back.
give me 6 more months and you probably won't recognize me.
give me college, wherever that may be.
give me about 5 of my old friends back.
give me a gun.
give me less stress.
give me _____ _____ back.
give me honesty and i'll like you even if no one else will.
give me happiness |
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| he needs to go to douchebag rehab |
[Nov. 3rd, 2006|09:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | norman blake | ] |
wow. this past week has been weird.
oh and brandon white, if you ever write shit on my car window again, i'll make sure you can't come to school for a couple days.
i need to hang out with lindsey hammers more often. she's a cool kid. i know you're thinking, 'gosh, john, someone from fairdale can't possibly be that cool' and i'd have to agree with you at first but she's pretty tight. haha
list of people who i seated at thye uofL-wvu game last night:
rick pitino
the analyst from espn gameday and espn u
the governor of west virginia
the guy from nappy roots!!!
i was worked security for a while and then i watched most of the game...all the plays that mattered. i had a huge headache but after all the people showed up, i started havign a good time and it turned out to be one of the best nights i've had in a while. i think we will advance to #2 in the nation. after i posted the game on facebook, some douchebag from west virginia commented that we were going down and in a joking matter, i said hey, so-and-so, fuck you. so then he got really offended i guess and he said something along the lines of 'talk to me after uofL loses' and also he said i should report you to the cops about your 'interests' which if you don't have a facebook are 'selling drugs and killing people'. some people just can't take a joke. he needs to go to douchebag rehab. but anyway the game was tight as hell and i was glad to be a part of it.
that new hinder song gets me every time. and if you don't like hinder, that's cool. the song is amazing though and yeah i'm talking about the one that's on the radio that isn't overplayed but will be probably very soon.
i like some chick now. two, actually. i've liked one of them for a long while.
MUCH LOVE!!! |
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| BYAAAAAAAHH!!! |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|10:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bosnia | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
i know it's been a while since i posted an entry but i've been doing other stuff and if i have had the opportunity to post an entry, i've been too lazy or there hasn't been enough on my mind. well, actually, scratch that last part, there's been tons and i guess is a-lot but i have been uber lazy.
some people are so fuckin dumb.
school is ok. it is smack-dab in the middle. a couple of my really good friends don't talk to me anymore for reasons i'm unsure of and a-lot of people are selective with their friends. i guess that's called a click but then again i never thought they existed at atherton. guess i was wrong. it's sickening, really.
i'm really excited to go to the male-manual game and not as bummed to take the ACT as last year.
i missed ramstock this year, A-gain!
lil jon knows just how i feel.
oh tomorrow we're having our global warming summit at atherton in honor of u.n. day. some news networks might be there, hemesath said so. |
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| i would never want to live the life of a celebrity; you look in people or us weekly and it's patheti |
[Oct. 7th, 2006|10:14 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | alexi | ] |
so i had a really cool entry for you guys to read but fucking aim made me spaz and it sent me to the next page and when i clicked back all my shit had been deleted. so i'll just write what i was thinking in bullets.
-i ran my first 5k today and i worked for 9 hours
-i'm really crazy for this girl right now
-i'm camping in my backyard tonight but i want to get a group of people to go somewhere in kentucky. not just for the night, but friday-sunday, you feels?
-i was gonna go see jackass 2 with johnny but pnc denied my transaction. probably cause i spent $240 yesterday. man, they some hatas.
-spirit week is this week!
much love! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|11:08 pm] |
it's easier not to be wise
and measure these things by your brains
I sank into Eden with you
alone in the church by and by
I'll read to you here, save your eyes
you'll need them, your boat is at sea
your anchor is up, you've been swept away
and the greatest of teachers won't hesitate
to leave you there, by yourself, chained to fate
I alone love you
I alone tempt you
I alone love you
fear is not the end of this!
it's easier not to be great
and measure these things by your eyes
we long to be here by his resolve
alone in the church by and by
to cradle the baby in space
and leave you there by yourself chained to fate
oh, now, we took it back too far,
only love can save us now,
all these riddles that you burn
all come runnin' back to you,
all these rhythms that you hide
only love can save us now,
all these riddles that you burn yeah, yeah, yeah |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 30th, 2006|08:57 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | john hartford- let him go on mama | ] |
brian chandler was being a fucking douchebag tonight. be glad you don't know this guy. he's not the devil but i could sure live without him.
thanks for getting my week off to a great start, brian. you're a real pal.
i'm tired.
i need to get my car cleaned. it's a jeep disguised in a taurus, i tell you what.
i want to go fucking camping.
much love. ehhlfsd0plfsad. |
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| anybody go see the stones? |
[Sep. 29th, 2006|09:52 pm] |
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| |  satisfied | ] |
ib history, hemesath: B- (yeah, hemesath...i surprised myself this six weeks in his class)
political science: B (changed from a D)
ap english: B
ib spanish: B (had that one changed too, ms. mackenzie dropped 2 of my lowest test grades)
accounting 1: B
chamber singers: A
i am amazed. this six weeks totalled to a 3.3 gpa. i now have a 3.1 accumulative, meaning i gots the discount on my car insurance. YES.
today was a day worth talking about. i'll give it a try...i went to school for 8 hours, it was boring, i came home for 5 minutes to retrieve a halfway good-looking picture of me in a suit or something fancy, went back to school to give the office the picture (today was the deadline), came back home, went to work to get my paycheck, went across the street to deposit it, and finally clocked in, all in about an hour and a half. it was crazy.
i got some gas after work tonight and i foolishly only put the nozzle in the tank halfway and i began to pump and gas poured all over my pants. i was scared as fuck because it got into the other parts of the tank which i'm pretty sure wasn't supposed to happen but i cleaned the whole area i spilled for about 5 minutes so everything was ok. i didn't want to start my car because i still wasn't 110% sure it wouldn't explode or do something wrong because of my idiocy. fortunately, i'm still here to talk about it. UNfortunately, i had to throw away the pants because they cannot be washed. guess who gets to go pants shopping at 8 am tomorrow? *sigh* once again, i amaze myself. |
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| maybe then you already are home, maybe then we are already are home |
[Sep. 28th, 2006|10:06 pm] |
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| | pluto...oh wait... | ] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
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| | alexi murdoch- home | ] |
school's ok. i like the learning more than the people. i've learned more this year than i did last year at this point in time. fuck junior year in the ASS.
sometimes i can be a really nervous person.
jackass 2 looks awesome.
there are people in this world that you really wish would die or like to shoot yourself. i don't care what your values are, if you're the most hardcore christian alive; if you know what a gun and hatred are, you've probably combined the two together before. admit it. it may have beeen a person who made fun of you every day for no reason at all, it may have been a person you were jealous of, it may have been a former best friend. point in case: these thoughts are normal but should not be formed into reality.
2006 needs to go away. it's a chapter of my life i really want to finish. i want a new beginning with some old people in the mix. out with the old, in with the even older. but it doesn't work that way, does it? i don't know. i am not complaining about my life, don't question that. i wouldn'y trade it for a billino dollars and a pop tart.
much love!!! |
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| a little random but i want to talk about something and it's all true |
[Sep. 15th, 2006|11:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | snoop dogg-187 | ] |
i have had tremendous luck with girls despite some of the outcomes.
lauren was awesome and it's even awesomeer i got over her so that we are the great friends we are today (by the way, i hope your dad is doing well, i'm sorry to hear what happened).
beth was great, i wish we could've gone out longer. we only went out for a month but i felt like the happiest man alive during that time. haha it was actually a year ago tomorrow she dumped me.
lucia was great too, the longest relationship i ever had. 7 rollercoaster months. she treated me well. and i learned a-lot from her. first girl i ever loved. first girl for a-lot of things.
man oh man it's been a crazy past 4 years but there's no better feeling than saying the ups have clobbered the downs. maybe 10 years from now that statement will sound naive but for right now, it sounds perfectly fine. |
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| shoo cuz |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|09:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | morocco | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  relaxed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | whatever itunes wants me to hear | ] |
when i'm not doing homework, i'm working. when i'm not working, i'm doing homework.
i wrote my first check today...$130 to jefferson county circuit court for a speeding ticket. i'm gonna remember this one for a while.
we got our college information today in english...it's finally started. i'm nervous and scared. my cummulative gpa is 2.9...i did way worse last year than i thought. i thought i had a 2.9 all of junior but i was mistaken...i only had a 2.2...way worse than i thought. and i thought i had a 3.05...not true either. thankfully we don't have to turn in our transcripts until january. by then (if i make all a's) i will have a 3.75. it's a goodf thing i do a-lot of extracurricular activities, lest i would be screwed. and i'm going to apply to the following colleges:
UofL
UK
Ohio State
mucho amor! |
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